Bad Feeling attacks me again...

I Hate This Feeling!!!

I know this feeling..very similar like last time...I don't want this kind of bad feeling...i wish i can get rid of it soon...

Exactly the same feeling ...haiz why every time until this climax sure got something unwilling will happen de...

I really don't want this la...I know this well, and I know the solution...but  don't think I can beat it well...

I scare this girl is that devil girl again...at first the had the same attitude...same kind of feeling towards me...

same behaviour as well!...Please, God please don't want let me overcome this kind of obstacles again...I cant do it! I cant face this kind of thing anymore...I just hope to have a wonderful and peaceful uni life...

But i met him...Is it I should let him go? or face this kind of thing again?...I don't want...I know I cant beat it ...Thats too strong to fight with....He, is my type...and she gave me EXACTLY THE SAME FEELING LIKE YC...so what should I do now? HE, just close file??!OTOKE ! how can I let him go as he is my type -_-...maybe I should let this happen naturally?...haizz...LOVE makes me crazy all the way. I could not beat it down as I know LOVE always me attack me then leave me alone ...thats too evil..I really feel so troublesome...

This time, I let it happen naturally, defeat it all the time, get rid of those bad peoples, quietly see thing happen naturally, QUIETLY see it....

If I don't want get hurt like last time, I think the best way is not too close with these 2 peoples...not is her only...I think this is the best way in order to make this peace and calm myself as well.

YIEN YIEN YOU CAN BEAT IT ^^

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