Bad Feeling attacks me again...

I Hate This Feeling!!!

I know this feeling..very similar like last time...I don't want this kind of bad feeling...i wish i can get rid of it soon...

Exactly the same feeling ...haiz why every time until this climax sure got something unwilling will happen de...

I really don't want this la...I know this well, and I know the solution...but  don't think I can beat it well...

I scare this girl is that devil girl again...at first the had the same attitude...same kind of feeling towards me...

same behaviour as well!...Please, God please don't want let me overcome this kind of obstacles again...I cant do it! I cant face this kind of thing anymore...I just hope to have a wonderful and peaceful uni life...

But i met him...Is it I should let him go? or face this kind of thing again?...I don't want...I know I cant beat it ...Thats too strong to fight with....He, is my type...and she gave me EXACTLY THE SAME FEELING LIKE YC...so what should I do now? HE, just close file??!OTOKE ! how can I let him go as he is my type -_-...maybe I should let this happen naturally?...haizz...LOVE makes me crazy all the way. I could not beat it down as I know LOVE always me attack me then leave me alone ...thats too evil..I really feel so troublesome...

This time, I let it happen naturally, defeat it all the time, get rid of those bad peoples, quietly see thing happen naturally, QUIETLY see it....

If I don't want get hurt like last time, I think the best way is not too close with these 2 peoples...not is her only...I think this is the best way in order to make this peace and calm myself as well.

YIEN YIEN YOU CAN BEAT IT ^^

Blogging help me release my sadness, boredness, as well as toughness...

My Uni Life starts here....

Uni Life in MMU...

Basically I found some new and good friends here...all of them are quite nice and easily to talk to...about the study that part, if it just ignore the mechanics and computing subject, i think everything is quite okay ^^ 

In the class everyday i found something funny and quite pleasing XD hahhaha

I met a guy who basically can say is my type =.= I know i quite sot but it actually a truth kay~~

Hmm...this guy at first he gave me a quite bad impression because of his cool attitude, but now i think he is a nice guy to talk to XD...ehem long time din talk at here so i think i need to talk about this guy here quite a long time hahahhahah^^ Should I say his name here...as my blog here is nobody will see it -_- next time i declare his name here haha~ actually I hope he can be my best friend la because he is really my type ^^ and this is the first time i met my type ---my cup of tea -_-

These days hmm no is not these days...is these few weeks he gave me a lot of good memories == and I will remember it since i really enjoy it hahahhaa  REALLY CANT LET HIM KNOW ...

okay next i met also some nice friends...a guy from Penang who has a great sense of humour , a quite short guy no la actually is taller than me who is from KL...hmm a girl from cheras , another two girls from seremban ~, a nice girl from pahang who is the only girl got car here xD... my beautiful roommate, and a lot of my orientation friends, and also my faculty friends~ahh~~ and also a girl who is a Thai mixed chinese girl~...^^

hahahhahahah how was it -_-

hmm...next time i only post more photos here^^