Happy Friday ^^

I had a wonderful time just now.

Just now having Mechanics class, all of us tired like hell and wanna die. =.=

Almost all of us don't even know how to solve the Mechanics questions, I feel like wanna die lah, wanna final le and we still don't know how to do, feel bad indeed.

After having the class, we all planned to go out for chatime session.^^

Wonderful time.All of us finally back to normal already~ Really feel glad to see and feel that moment.

Aarun finally can chat with me normally and won't have any hard feeling. I feel like we cant act naturally like what we did last time but I already feel satisfied with it. ^^ (Although sometimes still having some bad feeling la...), but I hope I can be satisfied with this result.

I wanna go bath le...stop here first.

Everyone, have a nice day. ^^

What a happy and wonderful day~^^

Finally we talk back to each other again...^^

Yesterday after talked to Ms.Kam, Everything go back to the original path...I feel glad and thankful for what I had did yesterday.I met Ms.Kam, and I told him everything, and he went back talk to Aarun...and now finally he smiled and talked back to me again...!!!! ^^

Today I quite tired and fatigue.After trigo test, I went for my on air session. Today is my last on air session with Lemon, Dynamo and Anna in this semester.I felt glad and really grateful for what they had taught me, and I also felt very happy because I can have a good relationship with those seniors in DJ club. Thankful to God for I had in this moment. ^^

Jazz music brings me go to a very relax condition. It's really very leisure when you had free time to relax and listening to jazz music. Such a good moment.

Anyway, today really happy but feel tired after those tiring activities. So I don't wanna write so much...

Tiring but satisfied day ^^

By the way, Aarun happy and stay healthy everyday...=)

Third day of silence...

I miss the time chatting with him...

Wednesday, Precalculus and trigo day...

Today he still don't wanna to bother me, I wonder what I had did wrong, I want to find a solution, I don't want to continue like this...

He seem like angry with me already, but I wonder what i had did to make him angry. I feel myself stupid enough now to cry for nothing. I don't know what should I do in order to make our relationship become better instead of crying.

Please tell me what should I do in order to become like last time...

I don't want lose this friend, this special friend...

Friendship is indeed important to me, instead of love...

The most importantly is, please let me know before you did all this stubborn reaction to me, I stupid enough to cry for you...How stupid am I...

My eyes still in burning condition. I guess it's better like this, if not I will only continue crying for stupid nothing situation. 

These days I quite busy, busy for tests, busy for assignments too.

But I know my heart is still thinking our condition. I hope, I really hope our relation can become better tomorrow. That's my wish.

Today still the same...

I feel unsecure whenever I stay with him now...

Yesterday I had a nightmare, or can say is a dream...

I like that dream, fulfilling my wish, I wish to talk back with him, I wish to call his name naturally like last time...

今天眼睛肿了，严重肿了，应该是昨天哭得太厉害了，真是傻人一个。

我只是希望快点和他和好如初，不要再像现在这样，那么僵，那么尴尬，那么让我难受...

Pisces possess positive thinking ever, so be positive ya girl...

God will leave a hope for you whenever you got desperate, I believe this kind of thinking, I believe everything will be okay once it find out it's way...^^

Anyway Aarun Loh, wish you happy and cheer everyday...

I still hoping we can be friends like last time...This is my wish now. =)

Cheers Yienyien!!!!! ^^

我真的是个傻人。

我感觉自己快要撑不住了。。。

为什么事情会变成这样，我真的很想大哭！我快要崩溃！

为什么每次都要令我拥有或者经历这种白痴的事，他难道就不能正常当我是朋友吗？

其实什么事情都没有表面上地发生，为什么事情的后果却完完全全地发生了？。。。

夜空，满天星辰，伴天眨眼，好不浪漫。

过去，有他在，有他陪着的习惯，已经逝去。那些历历在目的情景，仿佛就发生在昨天。

伤感，莫名其妙的伤感，泪水像缺堤的河水一样泛滥，情不自禁地落下，犹如没有时间限制地徐徐滑下。

我，只是一个很普通的女生，我并不会特异功能，不会把我所有的不开心变走，那为什么你却要让哽咽声每晚伴我入睡。。

如果有天，我情不自禁地在你面前哭泣，希望你狠心点，把我骂醒，让我哭得再大声点，因为这就是你每天对我做的事，我只希望你做得直接和干脆点。

我忍不住，我每次都想要哭，都不懂哭的目的是什么了，就只懂哭。

今晚很沉，所有情绪都涌在了心中，一下不知如何释放，就躲在被窝里哭了。

其实哭很爽，我当下舒服多了，但同时我心里还是会难受，真矛盾。

我，只是很难受，只是很伤心而已。

祝你幸福 ^^

OH MY GOD I THINK I FALL IN LOVE ALREADY...

He is so special until I fall in love with him now...

Basically I don't know why I keep thinking of him now...and I will sad because there will be one week for me that I cant meet him =( arghh Can I post his name here as nobody will know about him here xD

Okay lets talk about yesterday~

There was a good and lovely day for me as I could spend a whole day long with him, I don't know when I can enjoy that moment with him again in the next outing as there will be a lot of girls outing with us next time. Sad case for me =( I don't want that happen but I know I cannot avoid it. I wanna cry already TT

I realized that he got a lot of interest very similar with me, and sometimes I really feel happy with that. Why I keep thinking of him now -_- until I wanna text him 

Haiz why I let myself fall in love at this time as I m not easily to love somebody. I think is because he is so special and different from the other guys. Moreover he is my type, my cup of tea. Wauu I feel so miss him now xD. 

Going to sleep back, I miss him Mr. A^^